I know it’s late and I have been retracing my steps through the reading, exercises trying to find how I overlooked Gratitude. Gratitude as a cause, my guide called it. Back into the books and workbook, yeah there’s a law of gratitude, but for a cause? Thinking on this one. Sitting on it too. Haanel […]
Read more "MKMMA, WEEK 23. Who put that boulder in my pathway?"What am I pretending not to Know? I have to have Gratitude, accept 100% Responsibility for the circumstances of my life as they are. Responsibility: the ability to respond to a situation or circumstance. I have beaten myself up with feelings of Unworthiness and regret for past Everything, it just doesn’t change any of it. […]
Read more "Week 22, MKMMA. Attitude of Gratitude."Today I am the master of my emotions. I couldn’t read the verse as it was written with any sincerity, after two attempts the translation just came out of my mouth. I have used Mark’s admonition to use “Inthooossiaamm” when reading scroll 6, and since we eliminate the “will” my mind balked. Winter has gone, […]
Read more "Week 22,MKMMA; Emotions"With the exercise of asking “what am I pretending not to Know? ” and “What would the person I intend to Become DO NEXT? ” I have found that I have been pretending to get over being angry, hurt, unworthy, guity, and don’t forget Fear. Friends of mine over the years have remarked how quickly […]
Read more "Week 21, MKMMA. I’m Picking up Good Vibration."After yesterday’s post on the MKMMA Alliances about the five emotions that sabotage our lives, I could not sleep well last night. As if I had pulled a thread on the pouch that held all of my repressed memories and feelings unraveled while I lay in bed the whole crux of the course came to […]
Read more "Week 20,What am I pretending not to know?"Why does it seem that rather than during my “Sit” when I am doing yard work that the epiphanies come about? In Texas we don’t much count on the Groundhog to forecast Spring, we watch the Pecan trees, so my opportunity to prune mine came this week and while cutting out the dead stuff a […]
Read more "Week 19, MKMMA Musings"This past Saturday my older son managed to finance himself into a new car. I counseled him to wait, do his taxes and use the return for a down payment, see if he could get a loan from the bank. The usual parental advice. He explained that the car had been a buddy of his […]
Read more "Week 18, MKMMA A lesson on the lessons."